Tuesday, January 11, 2005

And You Wonder Why I'm mad

Today has already got off to a wonderful start. I was supposed to slice up potatos last night so that we could have them for breakfast this morning but
i wasn't feeling so great so I went to bed and I said I wouldn't do them now. Now was the key word in that sentence, which, apparently someone didn't hear.
So I get up super early in order to make those potatos this morning and not five seconds before I walk into the kitchen, Miss Hendercrow throws them all
in the garbage. Fine, whatever, this is life. I'm just annoyed slightly, obviously. Anyways, going on, I end up making myself a fried egg and putting it
on an English muffin with some cheddar cheese and some ketsup and I drink some juice. Now, I don't know if this is some sort of stupid passtime that Miss
Hendercrow has or what, but she always has to make it her business to look up on this stupid chart she has to see how long it would take you to walk off
whatever food. A tsp. of sugar takes ten minutes to walk off. Do I care? No! So what if I drank a second glass of juice? I was thirsty sue me. Fine so
maybe I should have drank water but I wanted juice and this is supposed to be an "independent living program". With this woman in charge, the words independent
living seem to be extremely foreign. So no, I'm not a happy Barb. In fact, I'm a rather anoyed angry Barb. Oh well, not like that makes a big difference
from every second morning here since she's here. My God what is it with some people? She's the same woman that tells Whitney Burke when to shower. She's
eighteen years old,I'm pretty sure that she's quite aware of when she wants a shower and I'm pretty sure she prefers to have her showers in the morning.
Does this not make sense? We're not in Intermediate Residence anymore, so treat us like adults, please. Is that too much to ask?

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Hell's Bells

Ready? It's mad time. I'm having a crappy day, I saw my dad and Betsy get into some stupid fight about whatever they were fighting about and that angers me. Also, me and my step sis are fighting. I won't even go into it, but I'm not not not happy. I feel like screaming and throwing something accross the room. Gaaaaaah! Ben Folds, please make me feel better. Ha ha ha. I don't know what I'd do without my friends. They makes me smile. And ACDC yey. I love it when I get mad, I can't even eat. Food tastes gross and my belly imitates someone else's belly and goes bleh. Fine. I'm done. Sorry. Maybe I should go back to bed and start this day over again.

Thursday, January 06, 2005

screw Blue!

Well today was an exciting adventure. Has anyone ever really experienced being lost in Toronto? My dad's a dork and got us lost like eighteen times. Oh well, I have new eyes now. This time I wanted a non-natural colour, something that eyes usually weren't. You know those crazy peoples with the contacts that can have whatever colour? I wanted something like that. So I got emerald green/yellowish eyes. I'm told they look like either cat eyes or snake eyes. Rock to that, rock to that.

Ooooo and bought the Ben Fouldes live CD and am I in love? Yes, yes I am! And listening to The Faint (Steve listen to it and be in love with it. And Interpole too.) I gave him Faint and Interpole for Christmas. I can't believe the Faint has a song called Erection on it. These boyz are messed up but I love them and Interpol... excellent! Thank you Caitlin for introducing me to some of the strangest most excellent bands around there Guys! Ya! So Tomorrow is the last day I get off school, I promisse. Gur'r'r'r. Need to go back to school so I stop falling behind. And I hope my little friend is doing okay. She wasn't yesterday. Poor fwiend. She is a girl, or maybe a wagon, filled up with pancakes. Don't ask.

By the way, Caitlin's blog is here hopefully Please Gods let this work. I'm a happy Barb today! Yes I am! Okay bye!

Wednesday, January 05, 2005


Well Jaws 6.0 is a scary scary thing. Yikes. I understand why I can't watch Homestar Runner and I think Dax just esplained this to me as to why my links don't work. Yey for Dax! So there.

Computer over?! Virus = Very Yes?! That's not a good Prize!

This is incredibly frustrating. Let me tell you why. We have new everything at school computer wise. We have new jaws, new windows operating systems, some of us have XP and some have Windows 2000. Well, for one thing, all I want to do with this new Jaws is go play on Home Star Runner and I can't do that because... well... no one's really quite sure why it won't work but it won't work. And second, I can't check my email because access on yahoo is denied. Gur gur gur! I'm frustrated, oh yeah, and I can't even look at my own blog cuz there's way way too much swearing or something in it. I don't really know. And I lost my train ticket so I could go to Toronto tonight so I could, you know, go get new eyes. Gaaaaaah. Please Via, give me another train ticket. I beg of you.

On a happier note, new Years rocked the house.Anyways off to French! Grammar gurrrrr.